sometimes.. i wish ryan and i could get married all over again, and have a real wedding. looking back, ours was kind of depressing. no professional photographer, crappy catering, i didnt like my dress, we both had trouble planning our parties, non of our extended family came, a lot of friends didnt either. it wasnt even done by a pastor, or in a church. it was poorly planned, and poorly decorated. there were no flowers, and barely even a send off. no music, or dancing. my dad didnt even want to walk me down the aisle. people who werent invited crashed the reception. a ton of people left before we even cut the cake. and the cake was cute, but it wasn't gorgeous. i dont honestly think anyone even had fun. then invitations were sloppy, the wedding night wasnt anything to brag about, and we didnt have a honeymoon. still havent.
my wedding ring doesnt fit me anymore. at all, it will barely go on and off my pinky.
i honestly get kind of sad when i think about it all. thats not how anyone should react when they think about their wedding.
Family time!
Daddy & Baby
Baby Dress Up!
She's so fricken adorable!
Toy Time!
Her favorite, Moxy the Uglydoll
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Hi, I am from Riverview. I sometimes click around on random blogs out of curiosity or something, and I happened upon yours. I felt so sad when I read this post because I can totally relate. I planned my wedding in six weeks. There are so many things that I kept looking back at and wishing I could change. My hair, my dress, the crappy crappy DJ, the hotel we stayed at on our wedding night, the fact we didn't have a honeymoon, either. I could go on...However, recently I decided to change how I thought about it. I was sick of feeling bad about what is supposed to be one of the most important days in my life. There were also so many things I LOVED about that day, too!...The fact God was there with us as witness, the look on my husband's face when I walked down the aisle, our first kiss as a married couple, changing my name, and I could go on and on here, too! I started focusing on those positive things instead. I love being married to my husband. No matter how our union came about, we are together now and we have our own unique story to share with each other.
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